Renuka Siddi belongs to a fringe community of African descent, with approximately 70,000 people, spread across parts of India for the last 600 years. Though African in their lineage, the Siddhis of India, have assimilated into the Indian milieu, practically weaving themselves into the cultural fabric of India. Renuka pursued law in the face of social and financial challenges, and today, she works as a lawyer at the High Court of Karnataka.
Born into a world of struggles…
Renuka Siddi: I was only nine months old when my parents died due to drowning. Then on, my grandparents raised me, even though they had nothing to fall back on. Just imagine, my grandfather earned a living for our family of three by selling fruits from the forest and working as domestic help for the upper caste families.
The struggles of an outcast…
Renuka Siddi: We have always been social outcasts. I realised it early on in life when I started going to school. In primary school, my teachers made me sit in the back of the class. The front rows were reserved for children from the upper castes. And if a Siddi child ever sat in the front, the teachers had a severe punishment to give.
In 2003 we were included in the Scheduled Tribe, which helped us pursue higher education. Until then, the Siddis only worked low-paying jobs such as domestic and farm labourers. Even today, they earn a pittance in rural areas. Women earn as little as Rs 150 and men Rs 200 for an entire day’s hard work.
Fringes of the society…
Renuka Siddi: People don’t know much about our community. We haven’t exposed ourselves much to the world due to a fear of rejection. While there has been marginal progress in the last few years, we still suffer from issues of discrimination and untouchability. At least, in villages.
Challenges of a Siddi woman…
Renuka Siddi: My struggle has been intense because of where I come from. Like any other backward community, it is rare for Siddi women to be educated. There is little support within our community when it comes to education and employment. Since most people are illiterate, they don’t know the importance of education. Hence, no one really wants girls to study. When I was studying in class 10, my grandmother wanted me to get married, but my grandfather wanted me to study.
Education against all odds…
Renuka Siddi: My grandfather encouraged me to go to school despite the fact that we barely had any money to make ends meet, leave alone getting an education. So, most of my education had to happen on scholarships, which I received due to decent grades (smiles) and being an orphan. For a Siddi child, getting an education up until now has meant running from pillar to post. I got mine in Ankola, Tamil Nadu, and Karwar. It was even tougher because everything was taught in English and I didn’t know a word of it—I had to teach myself.
Arriving as a stranger, evolving as a native
Renuka Siddi: The way we arrived in India, the circumstances we found ourselves in through the last few hundreds of years, allowed very little from our original tradition to remain alive. Apart from a few dance rituals, the Siddis today celebrate and follow Indian customs. Hindu Siddis follow Hindu rituals, Muslim Siddis follow Islamic customs, Christian Siddis follow their church’s customs.
City life…
Renuka Siddi: It was very difficult for me to find a job. In the city (in my case, Bangalore), everyone assumes we are foreigners. Even though I have an Indian attire on, they ask which country I am from (laughs heartily). Locals try to charge more and start speaking in English until I rattle something off in Kannada or Hindi.
A ray of hope…
Renuka Siddi: Now that I am working as a lawyer, I don’t have to face discrimination like I used to. I have earned some respect owing to my profession. I hope, now, others too from our community will be able to pursue higher education. This would be the only way to find dignity, security and a place in society. Families, even in rural areas, have begun to send their children to school. Change is occurring one generation at a time. It’s still a long road for women, and hopefully, through education, they will find their feet and not get married off at 15.
Raising a Siddi girl…
Renuka Siddi: The day I have a daughter, I will make sure she grows up to be strong. Her mental strength is what will carry her through. Education will have to be the staff with which she will protect herself from discrimination. I would want her and every other Siddi girl to be the woman I could not be. For these women of the future, the responsibility will be two-fold—to break ceilings as women and to transcend barriers as a Siddi.