To give up or not: The umpteenth manuscript

Kavan stared at the screen. For a moment, he couldn’t breathe. He reread the words repeatedly and then, like lightning, something became clear to him.

Kavan sat at his desk, staring at a rejection letter on his computer screen for the fifth time that month. The words felt like someone hit him hard every time he read them: “Unfortunately, your manuscript doesn’t meet our current needs. We wish you the best of luck.”

It had been five years since he had decided to leave his high-paying corporate job to follow his dream of becoming a writer. At the time, his family had been furious. “You’ve got a stable job, Kavan! Why throw it all away?” his father had shouted. “You’re making a huge mistake. You’ll regret this!”

But Kavan had been sure. Writing had always been his passion.

But now, five years later, the dream seemed farther away than ever. Kavan had written several stories, poured his heart into each one, only for them to be rejected again and again. His savings were running low and after years of unsuccessful attempts, he had taken a part-time job at the local library to make ends meet. It gave him access to books and the chance to be around people who still cared about stories.

One Saturday afternoon, while Kavan was shelving books, he noticed an elderly man sitting at one of the tables, hunched over a notebook. His hair was silver, his glasses on the edge of his nose, one that was scrunching in an attempt to write something in his notebook.

“Can I help you with something?” Kavan asked.

The man looked up and smiled warmly. “Oh, just scribbling down a few thoughts.”

Kavan nodded. “I’ve seen you around. What are you working on?”

The man chuckled. “Well, I’ve been working on this for many years now. It’s a memoir of sorts. My life, you know? Started writing it many years ago, but kept putting it off.”

Kavan sat down next to the man, curious.

“You see, I wasn’t always a writer. For years, I was in construction. Not much time for stories, but I always had the urge to write.”

Kavan raised an eyebrow. “You were in construction?”

The elderly man nodded. “Yes, but one day, I decided. I quit my job a few years before my retirement age and gave it all up to pursue writing. My family wasn’t happy. They thought I was going crazy. But I couldn’t ignore the voice inside me anymore. Anyway, it took me years before I felt confident enough to even submit my first few works. And they were all rejected. Again and again.”

Kavan blinked, “Really? I thought it just happens for people, you know? They write, they get published in a few years, success happens.”

The old man laughed. “If only. The truth is, it’s a long road. For me, it was a journey of countless rejections and hard days. But eventually, someone gave me a chance. After a dozen rejections, I found a publisher willing to take a risk. The book of personal essays I wrote became a success too. But even then, I realised—success isn’t just about getting published. It’s about not giving up, to keep writing amidst the rejections and acceptances.’”

Kavan felt the urge to share his journey with this wise man. “You see sir, I too am a writer and have been trying to get my work published for over five years now. But these days I have thoughts… What if I’m not good? What if I’ve been wasting my time?”

The man leaned forward and said, “You’ll never know unless you try. And I can tell you are trying. Let the world tell you ‘no,’ but you get to decide how many times you’re willing to hear it before you try again.”

Kavan felt a weight lift off his chest. It was as if the man’s words had opened something buried deep inside of him—possibility.

The elderly man continued, “You’ve got to keep going.

Kavan nodded, feeling the fire of motivation. “Thanks,” he said quietly, standing up. “I think I needed to hear that.”

The old man smiled. “Good luck with your writing, Kavan. It took me many years to get to this point. But it was worth it.”

Later that evening, Kavan sat at his desk to write. But this time, the thought of possible rejection didn’t seem so crushing to him. He took a deep breath, opened his latest written story and hit send—one more time to another publisher.

Weeks passed and Kavan heard nothing. He kept working at the library, shelving books and helping visitors. But then, one morning, a response arrived. He opened the email.

“Dear Kavan, we are pleased to inform you that we would like to publish your work…”

Kavan stared at the screen. For a moment, he couldn’t breathe. He reread the words repeatedly and then, like lightning, something became clear to him. It wasn’t the publication that mattered more—it was the journey. It was the refusal to give up, the courage to try again and again despite the odds. That was where true success happened.

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